Give me some time to think about it

2009-11-04T16:16:00.003+08:00

just finished...
~ chemistry paper 2
and
~ mathematics statistic P6
ONLY...

tonnes of papers are coming soon...
breathless.. (breathlessness, symptoms of TB? forgot...==)
______________________________________________
that day, i were(yea, past tense) sick...
and my papa mama brought me home...
then i went home lo
with kilos of books...
then i told xuan...
and xiu shan when we sms-ed...
And that clever xiu shan noticed that all 5 of us are in bentong...
xuan, wei yi, jie hui, xiu shan and xing hui of course..
So, she called for a gathering in thr usual Rainbow...
Then i din turn up... (haha... )
exam ma.. heavy subject tiam..
I guess they enjoyed very much in rainbow...
sure "king" until very excited, and happy...
until they feel not enough
xuan said: "that sin hui sure at home also din study de... "(SALAH, potong 5 markah)
then they come to press my 'house bell', "ding dong"...

pn chin said:"sin hui ark? sleeping o..."(haha, xuan tambah 2 markah.. tak salah semua...)
not effective..
they came in..
not enough
they go straight up, to upstairs
and i heard, rush down, (messy hair, sleepy eyes...)
so we bang..
haha...
that is it...
finally the 5 beauty( actually only me la.. blek) met...

still like that, my friends..
5 sa po( xuan's reaction will surely be: "you only ok, sin hui")
5 mouth...
haha...
so happy actually...
really so happy...
too see you again, xuan, xiu shan, jie hui and wei yi, especially jie hui whom i seldom see...
haha...
thanks gals... thanks for everything.. every everything~~~

^.^

study... gambate... good luck...

when it is time to laugh, laugh;

when it is time to play, play;

when it is time to study, STUDY!

2009-10-15T16:55:00.002+08:00

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just finished my AS**.... maths paper 1...only

how good if my sentence can stop there**...

guess what? i' m blogging in library... can that be consider as "misuse" of resources? hehe... so what? everyone is facebook-ing here... hehe...

don't stare at me. i mean you... the angel, and devil... i know one of you is laughing and the other one is starring at me like I'm mad or something... hehe... *sweat**cold* ...whatever, i'm still going to continue blogging... hehe...

haha....

got to go back and continue working...

biology practical next... then physics and chemistry practical... oh god...

finishing on 20th...

fast?

20th of NOVEMBER!!! not OCTOBER!!! oh my god...

slow?

NOVEMBER!!! NOT JANUARY!!! oh thank god...

haha....

am i too bored or study & exam till xiao liao?

hehe...

i thought i said :"k, it's time to go back and continue working?"

what about dinner? poolside cafe, delivery, or DIY??? ....

p/s: thank you xuan, jie hui, wei yi, xiu xhan, jiun ling, papa mummy, min ai for wishing me "good luck", although i "forced" you all to wish me... hehe....

oh ya, min ai, jia you...

and xue jiun, jia you, good luck... ^^

then wei yi amd xiu shan... happy birthday... (pretending i'm not giving "late" wishes)

jie hui, jia you also, do your best in pspm. Anyway, i believe that you are capable of scoring high.. hehe...

xuan, dun hate form 6 la.. i love a-levels o... hehe.... (i always lie... haha... )

miss my bei bei...

time is all you have. and you may find one day that you have less than what you think

~Randy Pausch

2009-10-01T15:11:00.002+08:00

.... speechless....

AS....

SHOOOO.....

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL!!!

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贵人

2009-08-23T00:42:00.000+08:00

每个在我生命中出现过的人，都是我的贵人。

爸爸妈妈，养育我，教育我
姐姐哥哥，教导我，照顾我，（也有陪我吵架啦）
超级好朋友，劝导我，聆听我
好朋友，陪我玩，陪我笑，陪我闹，陪我受罚
朋友，陪我过日子，逗我笑
老师们，在课业上的帮助
让我开心的人
让我不开心的人
肯分享的人
有点自私的人
很开朗的人
很-ve的人
等等等等

今天本小姐心情好，所以要跟你们说声“谢谢”。
谢谢你们，让我成长，让我有机会看看社会，让我学习……

^.^

2009-08-15T00:06:00.002+08:00

哇，我又要重复讲一样的东西了：
～哇哇哇哇…… 时间真的过得很快叻……
八月了…… 八月中了…… 哎哟…………
哈哈……

明天Sunway lagoon 有不懂什么活动，好像是什么MTV大奖的。刚刚他们彩排，很大声。（汗）不过我觉得还好啦……从我房间的窗口望下去刚刚好看到整个场地叻。哈哈……“听讲”black eye peas 之类的国际歌手会出席叻……哈，明天傍晚准备坐在窗口旁看show 咯…… hehe...

蔬菜水果等等的stock要完了啦……本来今天要去金字塔买这些东西，但是睡午觉睡过头……结果……明天又不能去，因为一定会很塞车……后天吧……爸爸妈咪，几时来找我呀？

20 things to thank ( today )

2009-08-11T21:36:00.005+08:00

1. Thank god, i am still alive.
2. Thank papa, for calling me everyday. and i feel warm...
3. Thank Sande, for sitting beside me in the class and makes me feel fresh.
4. Thank Li Ying for waking me up everyday. haha...
5. Thanks him for making me happy by attending classes.
6. Thanks Lavina for giving me chances to grow up.
7. Thank Mok Yin for lending me her moral book.
8. Thank Hwei Hwei for sharing my thought.
9. Thank Nick for selling the carnival ticket to me.
10. Thank Soon Hong for letting me know that my head is blocking his view in biology class.
11. Thank Mr xxx for replying my messege and accepting my request.
12. Thank Ms Anne for giving us (especially Soon Hong and Nick) a meaningful lecture on premarital sex... haha...
13. Thank Woan Shing for dining with me.
14. Thank Woan Shing for buying my dinner.
15. Thank Stefi for lending me this... ??? haha...
16. Thank everyone for not "annoying" me when i am in a not very good mood. (got to apologise since that's my mood since, a month ago? )
17. Thank god, I did laugh truely in college today.
18. Thank papa for buying(supplying money) "THE SECRET".
19. Thank Mr Leonard and Ms Helen for helping me so much.
20. Thank Ms Nesa for giving me a chance to read out loud in class although i did it pretty badly and knew that there won't be a second chance... haha... (oh please, i dun want it anymore... )
21. Thank god for giving me a chance to think of what to thank... haha...
22. ... 23. ... 24. ... 25. ... oh, it's my birthday.. haha... Birth-day, but not birth-month...==''' lame... haha...

Be thankful....

2009-08-09T01:27:00.002+08:00

...It is our responsiblity to do good deeds...

life is meaningful... if know how to appreciate it...

and i must be positive...

haha....

*sharing and caring*
*thankful*

DUN ENTER MY WORLD unless i want you to do so.... =.=''' (sorry if i annoy you, just erase the annoying part from your brain... =.=)

2009-08-03T15:53:00.004+08:00

oh my goodness, do i have mood swing?
haha...
people around me are gossiping about my change in attitude and mood, saying that i don't look as happy as before and my mood seems to be not so good(everyday???)
ha ha ha...
am i too stressed?
ha ha ha...
maybe..
but i don't really think so...

sometimes my mood can change easily just because of someone, maybe someone i like, or opposite (don't know why, sometimes i just dun like people suddenly then ok again after awhile)...
and that problem bothers me a lot, it's the main reason that make me have no mood to talk(it's a big thing for a talkative person like me... ha ha ha), and just keep quiet throughout the day in college. haha...

ha ha ha...

stop guessing la boys and girls, only my housemate knows exactly why, and she's not gonna to tell you all, he he he... blek...
;P ble ble blek...

P/S: i really miss you all, xuan, wei yi, jie hui, xiu shan... juin ling,etc... miss the support you all always give generously to me.. and miss the feeling of being a little girl who always get "attention" from you all.. miss the feeling of play around with everyone, like sa po... miss ah jian and lien chen's joke, so funny and can make me laugh non stop. miss all the boys in bentong, so polite to girls( compared to the guys in our class)... haha... T.T... :( haha...

characters and words, got difference meh? =.= GOT ARGH!!! =.=... T.T

2009-07-31T01:10:00.004+08:00

Feeling so shxt now... what the hxll am i doing? miss read 4000 characters as 4000 words.
taking trouble to "excrete out" so many words in order to get a bit closer to 4000 words
see, now, have to trouble myself to "throw" those words into somewhere else...

HXLL....
how am i going to pass it up tomorrow?
surely people will laugh at me... even i want to laugh at myself...
hopeless girl... haha... =.=''' it's not the time to laugh pls, sinhui...

2009-07-30T16:20:00.002+08:00

Tomorrow = 31st of July = end of this month = AS coming nearer = i'm dying soon = etc...
most importantly...
= Baskin Robbins 31% off........ !!!

haha... tomorrow must go pyramid to have my first baskin robbins ice cream... hehe...

2009-07-26T21:14:00.003+08:00

Aiya, thank you papa mama...
thanks for always being willing to sacrifice for me.
it's not easy to grow a child up, i know, especially kids like me... hehe... *wink*

today morning my sister called...
while i was sleeping, transformed into a pig.
the phone rang for awhile before the pig heard it.
and when the pig started looking for the ringing phone and found it in few seconds later.
the pig's sister gave up in just one try... =='''
the phone call is picked up, but the pig on the other side of the earth didn't know it and "stupidly" hang the phone...
and the blurr pig in Malaysia continued sleeping.
until it's really time for her to wake up, then only she went to look at the call register
then only notice that she really is a pig, so stupid, why can't she wake up half a minute earlier? ==
WHY CANT YOU JUST CALL ONCE MORE???! ==!
ha....

one more thing to say, to: mok mok mok yin, and whoever knows about it, please please please keep your word and dun spread my news o... :P

p/s: wat de hxll, why upload those ugly picture of me in facebook, mok yin?! ==

MY DIAMOND...

2009-07-25T22:16:00.003+08:00

A diamond is something you can see and dream of but not usually owned, agree?

the diamond,
i touched
i felt
so big...

will i have a chance to own it?

2009-07-18T15:46:00.001+08:00

SH : I'm happy.
NSH : why?
SH : dun ask why, i'm just happy, no need reason to be happy.
hehe...

*wink*

2009-07-05T00:19:00.002+08:00

最近感受到别人给你压力的那种不快感，很不好受。
所以，我下定决心不要给别人那种我不喜欢的感觉。

====〉
有时候，当你已经做不到，办不到，有心但无力，没办法做到
的时候，
然后希望别人可以帮你时
听到，感受到的，却只是负面的反应，
会是怎么样的一种感受？

我不喜欢这种感受
所以我也不要给人这种感受
万一我不小心给了，请让我知道，谢谢！
哈哈……
<====

如果有的选，我会放掉让你去做，因为我知道我现在的状况是心有余而力不足……
既然唯一的选择都行不通，我只好硬撑。
我承认，挺辛苦的。但我甘愿，我欢喜。
我不是不要把最好的交出来，
要知道，我的生活里不是只有那一样
我还要顾及其他的东西的
所以，最好的暂时还没找到一把对的钥匙来开启……

我承认，也知道我绝对不是最好的。（你应该会比我好）
我还有很多东西需要学习。
感谢你让我学习不少东西……
人生不都是这样，从错误中学习，从经验中学习吗？
要求完美，会让生活过得很苦……哈哈，不是吗？

晚安，好希望你会读到这极端写给你的文字，虽然我知道机会很渺茫……哈哈…………

假期又要过完了……

2009-06-06T18:43:00.003+08:00

时间真的很会跑
两个星期的假期，眨眼间就剩一天
一天！！！
我的天……

功课，还没做
全部东西都还没做……
唉哟……
开学后一定不可以在这样，拖拖拖
发太多白日梦，浪费太多时间
做个用工努力“聪明”的读书人，好吗？
哈哈哈……

小提琴

2009-06-05T18:12:00.005+08:00

偶然发现到那位“可爱”的老师真的开始把学生们学琴时的情景放上网，真的很“汗”～

把差不多所有的短片都看了一遍，发现到这位不知名的小弟弟拉的歌很好听。歌，原本就很好听，加上演奏的人技巧不错，出来的效果很好噢～

好久没有去老师那儿上课了（有两个月了吧？）

去了吉隆坡念书，回家的机会减少了好多好多……

好想念去老师那儿学琴的感觉……

不管在家怎么玩，还是觉得在那儿比较好听，可能是因为有老师的钢琴伴奏的关系吧！哈哈……

2009-06-05T16:20:00.001+08:00

不见踪影
被BLOCK 了？
应该是吧！
哈哈，感觉真“好”……
:(

最后一次

2009-06-05T00:54:00.004+08:00

我不算是一个痴情的人
但
在停止喜欢他前
请让我为他做些事

信心快回来……

2009-06-04T17:10:00.003+08:00

我就是我
这句话很常见吧？

对呀，我就是我呀。
世界上会有两个一样的人吗？
所以呀，做我自己就好了呀……
不要因为觉得别人比你好，所以就努力把自己变成向别人那样
不适合自己的，怎么变，只会让自己活得很辛苦。

信心，很重要。
别人好，自己也不差。

天呀，我不要再觉得自己比别人差很多很多了……
我是我，他是他
他有他的好，我有我的好，
只是方式不同罢了……

加油吧……

～感谢上天～

2009-06-04T01:16:00.002+08:00

生命不可以重来

时间也不会回头

在我生命中陪我看，陪我走，陪我笑，陪我哭，陪我学的人好多~

虽然不是每一个都是我的好朋友，

有者甚至不能在我脑中占一个小小位子，

但是，我珍惜，也感谢，那些曾经的陪伴。

因为一个人的生活，好；

有人陪伴的生活，更好！

2009-05-28T01:59:00.002+08:00

端午节快乐～

很久没有吃粽子了…… 整一年了吧？！哈哈……
很想念外婆还有婆婆的粽子……
嘻嘻，明天就有的吃了，因为我要回怡保和安顺了！
想到这里肚子就饿了，好想吃哦～
呵呵……

2009-05-26T01:32:00.001+08:00

我可怜的部落格，被我遗忘了快一个月……

2009-04-24T13:12:00.002+08:00

I had been in the "blurr blurr" mood these few days..

My parents had broken the world record for "flying my aeroplane" for 5 times in a week, for continuously 5 days...

And i were a bad girl this week.. haha..

So many things happened in this week..
haha.. actually not that many things happened, just one, very very special one...
haha...
i can't stop myself from thinking about that...
That's why I'm in the "haiz haiz" mood and a bit "down"...
haha...

My sister lost her phone last Sunday.
Immediately, my parents bought another phone for her...
In a 2 hours period, my sister lost her "old" phone(which was actually quite new) and then get another "new" phone.
Am i jealous?
not sure actually.. haha..
I started realising that i actually feel a little bit jealous when my father asked me about my feeling...
haha..
why ask me?
because... he had promised to buy me a new hand phone since form three, when i get my PMR result..
Failed to do so.
And i forgot about that..
Then when i get my SPM result, my father said want to buy me one new phone.
And till now, not yet.
Do i mind? sure la.. always fly my aeroplane and eat his word..
never mind, i forgive him, because he is my father.
haha...
Actually, i just want to have a better functioned mobile phone, not an expensive one. I just want a cyber shot... haha...
whatever...

I had made a promise to myself and i, too, failed to do so...
i want to donate some money to somebody who need it, just some money, but i haven't do so, since last year...
i am always worried that the money nay not be passed to those who need it, but get "eaten up" half way through.. haha...

ALSCO is planning to bring the children from two orphanage out to have fun on 9th of May, Saturday, and i wanted to join so badly.. haha.. Children from primary till secondary.. play with them, take care of them or just watch them? not sure.. haha... but i really want to join.. Hope that Lucas can keep his word and register for me.. haha..

Just read jie hui's blog yesterday.. missed all my secondary friends... haiz... i want to go back to form five... haha.. also read hui wen's blog.. and suddenly missed her too.. why har?
XUAN... miss you so so so much... wei yi jie hui siu shan yu xuan xing hui, when will be the next time these peoples gather in rainbow again?

2009-04-23T14:56:00.002+08:00

唉哟……

aiyo....

怎么办？

haiz....

mamami A~~~~

2009-04-22T23:51:00.002+08:00

Blurr...
我到底在想些什么呀？
什么东西啦……

刚刚和丽莹还有婉心还有天蔚出去了“一下”……
我承认是很好玩啦……
哈哈……
但是回来后就开始有一点down 了……
为什么呢？
不说不说，总之就是不很开心……
haiz....