characters and words, got difference meh? =.= GOT ARGH!!! =.=... T.T

Feeling so shxt now... what the hxll am i doing? miss read 4000 characters as 4000 words.
taking trouble to "excrete out" so many words in order to get a bit closer to 4000 words
see, now, have to trouble myself to "throw" those words into somewhere else...

HXLL....
how am i going to pass it up tomorrow?
surely people will laugh at me... even i want to laugh at myself...
hopeless girl... haha... =.=''' it's not the time to laugh pls, sinhui...

Tomorrow = 31st of July = end of this month = AS coming nearer = i'm dying soon = etc...
most importantly...
= Baskin Robbins 31% off........ !!!

haha... tomorrow must go pyramid to have my first baskin robbins ice cream... hehe...

Aiya, thank you papa mama...
thanks for always being willing to sacrifice for me.
it's not easy to grow a child up, i know, especially kids like me... hehe... *wink*

today morning my sister called...
while i was sleeping, transformed into a pig.
the phone rang for awhile before the pig heard it.
and when the pig started looking for the ringing phone and found it in few seconds later.
the pig's sister gave up in just one try... =='''
the phone call is picked up, but the pig on the other side of the earth didn't know it and "stupidly" hang the phone...
and the blurr pig in Malaysia continued sleeping.
until it's really time for her to wake up, then only she went to look at the call register
then only notice that she really is a pig, so stupid, why can't she wake up half a minute earlier? ==
WHY CANT YOU JUST CALL ONCE MORE???! ==!
ha....

one more thing to say, to: mok mok mok yin, and whoever knows about it, please please please keep your word and dun spread my news o... :P

p/s: wat de hxll, why upload those ugly picture of me in facebook, mok yin?! ==

MY DIAMOND...

A diamond is something you can see and dream of but not usually owned, agree?

the diamond,
i touched
i felt
so big...

will i have a chance to own it?

SH : I'm happy.
NSH : why?
SH : dun ask why, i'm just happy, no need reason to be happy.
hehe...

*wink*

最近感受到别人给你压力的那种不快感，很不好受。
所以，我下定决心不要给别人那种我不喜欢的感觉。

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有时候，当你已经做不到，办不到，有心但无力，没办法做到
的时候，
然后希望别人可以帮你时
听到，感受到的，却只是负面的反应，
会是怎么样的一种感受？

我不喜欢这种感受
所以我也不要给人这种感受
万一我不小心给了，请让我知道，谢谢！
哈哈……
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如果有的选，我会放掉让你去做，因为我知道我现在的状况是心有余而力不足……
既然唯一的选择都行不通，我只好硬撑。
我承认，挺辛苦的。但我甘愿，我欢喜。
我不是不要把最好的交出来，
要知道，我的生活里不是只有那一样
我还要顾及其他的东西的
所以，最好的暂时还没找到一把对的钥匙来开启……

我承认，也知道我绝对不是最好的。（你应该会比我好）
我还有很多东西需要学习。
感谢你让我学习不少东西……
人生不都是这样，从错误中学习，从经验中学习吗？
要求完美，会让生活过得很苦……哈哈，不是吗？

晚安，好希望你会读到这极端写给你的文字，虽然我知道机会很渺茫……哈哈…………