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Tuesday, March 31, 2009

JPA interview 2009

AIYO...
GROUP DISCUSSION TITLE:
~ PATIENT FRIENDLY HOSPITAL
~ DRUG ADDICTS

OH MY GOODNESS...

Saturday, March 28, 2009

The 5 days visit to hospital...

Just finished the "attachment" to lipis hospital... It is no doubt a good experience for me...
First time get so close to the life of doctors and nurses...

First Day:
My group of three people were placed in the "Pesakit Luar" department. Then we were sent into Dr Nantha's room. First of all, he asked us, "why do you all want to be a doctor? " . haha.. then all kinds of answer came out from our mouth.. haha... After that, we were divided. I went to room6, "bilik rawatan" while yee chin and maria each went to a doctor's room. Nurses take blood samples from patients in this room. Patients in patients out.. Highlight: A baby was sent in to take his/ her blood for blood test. The nurse poked a needle into the small hand, and the small baby started crying with a small voice. Blood flew out from the small needle on the small hand, and the nurse collected the blood while holding the struggling baby's hand tightly. Oh my.. so pitiful...
Then i exchanged with yee chin and entered Dr Nantha's room. Sitting beside(and behind) the doctor, i observed how the doctor treat his patients. And i did saw him scolding a diabetes patient for not taking care of his health and blood glucose level. He explained to me that he patient only come for MC, every time the blood glucose level is high, no improvement at all... haha...
Then I went to another doctor's room and continue observing doctors.. haha.. Not handsome one... haha...
During the on call period, a primary school boy was sent into emergency room for a broken leg. The medical assistant tried to fixed the broken bones back by pressing on the bone.. Sweat.. The little boy screamed and screamed, cried and cried, kicked and hit people..

then i went home(tumpang in my friend's house).... still got second day and third..........
so long o, lazy to write le...
haha..upload later, when i feel like doing so.. haha...

Sunday, March 22, 2009

Exercise? lack of it...

My legs and arms' muscle are hurting me... Painful man....

Yesterday i went to have a basketball game with hui yee, jie hui, jian pang, ah jian, ah leong, yeong hong, ah pong and ah cheong... Played for about two hours (one and half hour i think)..

Although i am the one with "poorest basketball skill", but i still did ran for the ball throughout the game..

And i think i had been laughing throughout the game too.. haha... when i saw them chasing after a ball, or "fighting" for the ball, i really feel so so so funny.. haha... that's why i laughed... haha...

I think my last play of basketball before yesterday is a few years ago.. haha.. It's funny that i had even joined the school basketball team to participate in MSSM Bentong before. haha... Of course, i am the one who sat on the chair beside the court throughout the game.. haha... so pitiful man.... but it was all a few years ago, dun think about it anymore.. ahaha....

A sudden play of basketball(or should i say "doing exercise") make my muscles pain... haha.. And i hurt my last finger of my left hand, with the basketball ji jem supplied.. everything is painful.. haha.... so, the conclusion is : I AM LACK OF EXERCISE... i should exercise more, for the sake of my health and my body size... ahahax...

oh ya, forgot to mention that i had tomyam steamboat yesterday night, with the same gang. I were bloated after the meal... (lost weight after exercising and gained after meal.. haha...)

Friday, March 20, 2009

JPA... for me? possible or not?

OK
i got to go for the interview...
no no, i mean the program...
Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor, for 5 days,
before i can go for JPA scholarship interview...
*positive thinking* *positive thinking* *positive thinking* (chanting... haha..)
be positive...

hope that i can learn a lot during the program...
if not, then i should hit myself with stones
because i am going to miss one whole week of classes(which mean thousands of classes)
to attend this program...
and I'm going to be left very far behind, by my bio, phys and chemistry teacher...
oh my...

oh dear... actually i am already be left quite far behind now...
dear all teacher, dun add more on me can or not?
oh my...
maybe... i should be more hardworking...
do ALL homework la, read up before teachers teach, study more, organise my time, play less, TALK LESS!!! LA~

if i can't score well in A-levels, then my dream will remain as a dream,FOREVER...
haha... is that really so serious?
maybe that answer is "yes la4"
because i can't think of a single reason to say "no la 1"...

haha...
*blurr... why suddenly talk until such serious topic one?*
haha...



WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?

Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and somewhat accurate. Find your tree below and see what you are like...
Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree S
ep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree
Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree

TREES (in alphabetical order)

Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal, and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous, sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs affectionate partner.

Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks, materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical, good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).

Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive, elegant, friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a calm and content atmosphere.

Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt, likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy, tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker, determined, often impatient, likes to impress others, has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one true love, able to make quick decisions.

Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive, well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings, hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically fit.

Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and careless, loves to gain knowledge, needs to be needed.

Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes, modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor, practical.

Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self- will ed, honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children and animals, sexually oriented, great sense of humor, has artistic talent and great intelligence.

Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well, loves anything beautiful, stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after long demanding hours at work, rather modest, talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.

Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics, popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist, has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.

Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life, looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner, dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings, mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very conscientious.

Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working, accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and relenting, always will ing to make sacrifices for family and friends, has many talents but not always enough time to use them, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but extremely loyal.

Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud, self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love life, wants to impress.

Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting, independent, sensible, does not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.

Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings, reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant, cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive, empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of sophisticated people.

Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all, falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to, emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.

Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative, talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if necessary, needs good will and pleasant surroundings, very choosy, often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any situation, takes partnership seriously.

Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- full of charm, cheerful, gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion, unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent, good taste, artistic, passionate, emotional, good company, does not forgive.

Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon, unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate, no compromise.

Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family life, full of hopes and dreams, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make others laugh.


*copied fully from an email i recieved from christine yap...


i am from ash tree.. haha
Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive, demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent, talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable, restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands attention, needs love and much emotional support.

haha.... perasan betul...

Saturday, March 14, 2009

haha.. can log in liao....
^^
haha...
KWP is so nice to request to help me....
and i had been in a very bad tempered yesterday night because of the problem of logging into my account...
and i just found out that it is because i enter the wrong password.. only one word wrong then make me down for so long..
haha...
sorry to trouble you, KWP
*shy shy*


Oh ya, forgot to mention that yesterday night i had my "celebration" dinner with Jie Hui and Hui Yee...
I ate chicken chop--- for celebration on getting good result(my family din celebrate for me *sad*)
And we talked a lot...
Hui Yee tell stories about her life in National Service Camp...
Then we listen and laugh..
I also talk about those "ungentle" "boys" in my class.. haha...
And Jie Hui said my foot kept stepping on hers... haha, so scary.. hehe...(i did stepped on her foot, not in purpose one la...)

We went there at about 8.30 pm and chat until nearly eleven, until the shop want to close...
Then we change venue, to my house since my parents din come back to sleep overnight..
We chat until about twelve, then someone press the doorbell...
"WA, so late also got people press the doorbell ark?" hui yee said
I rushed out to see who is that...
Oh my.. Hui Yee's mom....
"Hui Yee le? Why din pick up my phone call de?"
haha... Hui Yee and I both left our phone in the dining room when we went to the second dinning room to online...
NO WONDER LA....
then hor... they all go back lo....

p/s:
Xuan came back liao...
Can't wait to see her...
OH MY GOODNESS....
I SIGNED IN FOR ONE ACCOUNT FOR THE JPA SCHOLARSHIP..
AND I CAN'T LOGIN NOW!!!
HOW? HOW? HOW?

OH MY GOD...

PLEASE HELP ME GOD....

T.T

SPEECHLESS

Friday, March 13, 2009

aiyo...
this world is sometimes so unfair...
haha...
Bad people still get so man good things...
haha....

Thursday, March 12, 2009

ya, took my result...
should i feel grateful?
enough lo, gt this type of result consider quite ok lo..
BUT i'm greedy.
haha.

ya, i admit that i did want more.
Who don't want more?
Haha...
Speechless...

Tomorrow, no, it's today... ya...
SPM results will be release within 24 hours...
erm, maybe in 12 hours.. or less...
haha...

what if...
the result dissapoint
my parents
grandparents
and ME ???

what if ...
i am down and people keep asking about my results?

what if...
i cry (haha.. silly la...)

what if...

haiz...
haha...
almost everyone says "scare, nervous...", including me...
haha...
actually, am i really that nervous? i think no gua...

why do i want to get good results?
haha.. maybe because of tissue.. haha (blurr le... may i the only one who know what i mean.. haha)

sweat.........
good night

and good luck to everybody...

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Attended a bakery workshop this morning. Baked some cupcakes and did some icing decoration... nice... hehe.... Pictures ark.. in nandia's camera... hehe...

went to watch movie "Marley and me" and also "Love Matters" yesterday...

Have the feeling that i had not update my blog for quite a long time.. erm.. not sure, but i think it's at least a week...

Going home next week, to take my result... Dun want to take can or not?
To: Minister of education
Erm... don't release the SPM result can or not?
From: me...

ahaha.... sweat...

why am i writing my blog like this.. sweat.... haha...

good night...

Sunday, March 1, 2009


如果今天的你不能比昨天的你更喜歡自己,
那麼明天對你來說,又有什麼意義?

多心

有時候,你難免多心。心眼一多,對許多小事就跟著過敏。 於是,別人多看你一眼,你便覺得他對你有敵意;別人少看你一眼,你又認定是他故意對你冷落。 多心的人註定活得辛苦,因為情緒太容易被別人的情緒所左右。多心的人總東想西想胡思亂想,結果是困在一團思緒的亂麻中,動彈不得。有時候,與其多心,不如少根筋。

你是一塊磁鐵

相不相信?其實你是一塊磁鐵。 當你身心愉稅、喜歡自己、對這個世界充滿善意,美好的東西就自然地被你所吸引。相反的,當你悲觀、鬱悶、覺得什麼都不對勁,負面的一切也就相繼來報到了。 因為你是一塊磁鐵,吸引的是與你相關的東西,所以快樂的你就吸引讓你快樂的人事 境,煩憂的你則吸引讓你煩憂的人事境。
幸運與厄運,在於你如何使用內在的磁力。這是信念的奧秘。

你今天心情好嗎?

你不說話,但眼底的神色已回答了一切。 那麼,就別讓自己繼續躲在心事重重的甲殼裡吧。「煩腦」這種煩人的東西是想出來的啊,若是不想就不存在,
你沒聽過這句話嗎?去喝一杯咖啡,買一件衣服,剪一種新髮型。去吃一筒冰淇淋,走一條街,看一場電影。去看一個老朋友,聊一回往事,數一晚星星。讓自已好過的方法很多,而且善待自己是道德的。除非,你堅持躲在潮濕的甲殼裡更快樂。

別太在意

他的吃相讓你討厭,但或許你說話的樣子也令他不悅。你不喜歡他穿衣的風格,說不定他也受不了你的髮型。他有他的缺點,你也有你的盲點。這世界上本來就不存在完美的人。沒有人可以百分之百地配合別人,也沒有人需要壓抑自己,只為了討人歡心。已經不是小學生了,你又何必搶著當風紀股長去注意別人是否肅靜?與其把時間浪費在不相干的人身上,不如用這寶貴的光陰來做對自己更有益處的事情。

心亂

心亂的時候,你像一把音沒調準的吉他,撥出來的都是剌耳的不穩定和弦。也許你正為了什麼暫時無法解決的事情發愁,或是為了還沒發生而可能發生的災難擔心,你不喜歡這心亂的感覺,卻又無法禁止漫天漫地的胡思亂想。於是你的心更亂,因為你深深地感到對自己的無能為力。我知道你的心正亂,但也請你相信,事情永遠不會像你所預想的那麼糟糕。許多時候,你太習慣自己嚇自己,到頭來只是徒然浪費了時間與力氣。心亂的時候,找一件能讓自己專心投入的事情來做吧!掃掃地,抹抹窗子,或是把堆在水槽裡的碗洗乾淨;當你整理了外在的秩序時,其實也就理清了內心的亂麻。

喜歡自己

你常常因為光陰易逝而恐慌,也常常因為荒廢歲月而不安;面對旁人的要求和自己的期望,你往往不知如何選擇,夾纏在公眾事物與私人情感之間,你總覺得一事無成。於是,置身於紛亂的生活裡,你的心就陷溺如流沙了。快樂的秘訣之一,就是在有限的時間裡,選擇先做你喜歡的事情。只有在一樣樣地完成它們之後,你才會一日比一日更喜歡自己。親愛的,如果今天的你不能比昨天的你更喜歡自己,那麼明天對你來說,又有什麼意義?

別做井底蛙

像一隻井底的青蛙,你抬頭看見的只是一小片天空。當這片天空出了太陽,你就以為全世界都發亮;當它下了雨,你又以為全世界都沒有光芒。井口的周圍就是你的世界的邊界,井口大的天空宰制了你的全部的心思。你沒有想到真正的世界其實是沒有邊界的,也不會知道在那個小天空之外還有個大天空。當你陷入某種人生僵局的時候,你就是這隻青蛙,侷限在潮濕的井底,看見的只是自己的痛苦。所以,你只能用力往上跳,跳出這口井,跳出僵局。然後,你會發現以前的世界何其小,未來的天地何其大。

秋雨

秋雨從高高的雲端落下,洗盡堆積了一夏的塵埃。如果潮濕的天氣讓你有了欲淚的情緒,那就痛痛快快地大哭一場吧。哭泣其實不必有正當的藉口,一如大笑無需任何緣由。人們總是讚美笑,卻不鼓勵哭,但一個不會哭的人就像從來不下雨的天空,只任乾燥的情緒壓抑堆積,不見淋漓活潑的水意。想笑就開心地笑,想哭就放心去哭,能笑也能哭,是對自己的慈悲。哭過的你將感到無限輕鬆,一如雨後的天空無限明淨。

跟著因緣走

小時候,你曾經對別的小孩炫耀:看!我有你沒有。你有的可能是一只風車、一個洋娃娃或一支彩色筆。長大後,你卻開始羨慕你的朋友:唉!他有我沒有。別人有的可能是一分理想的工作、一樁受寵的感情或一種優渥的生活。孩子氣的炫耀是天真,成人式的羨慕卻不免幼稚了。親愛的,其實你也有很多寶貴的東西是別人沒有的呀!例如說,你可能有堅固的牙齒,當別人只能吃西瓜時,你卻能啃甘蔗;你可能有修長的手指,當別人只能吹口琴時,你卻能彈鋼琴。也許當你羨慕著別人時,別人也在羨慕著你呢。每個人都是這世界上獨一無二的存在,沒有誰比誰更幸運,也沒有誰比誰更尊貴。人生在世,不過是跟著因緣走,而因緣向來是生滅無常的。所以,擁有無須歡喜,因為擁有就代表了有失去的可能;沒有也不必難過,因為沒有才有機會去獲得。在得失之間,無所謂好與壞。一切不過是跟著因緣走。保持一顆心的自由自在,輕輕鬆鬆跟著因緣走吧。當你能夠把世事無常看透,也就是你真正長大的時候。

想想

想想,有什麼事,真的是你非完成不可的?有什麼目的,真的是你非達到不可的?有什麼人,真的是你非留戀不可的?你的心裡總是堆滿了理不清的願望,但是那些人那些事,對你來說真的那麼重要嗎?也許只是一時的迷障,也許只是因為不甘心。有些人有些事,於你的生命其實無益。就像電腦檔案有一定的容量,生命也有使用期限,你只能在有限的時間裡做有限的事,到有限的地方,認識有限的人。所以,認真去做真正想做的事,也認真對待你真正喜愛的人,除此之外認真的做自己也很重要唷!

copied from an email i received....
it seems like quite meaningful..
so i decided to share it in my blog and re-read next time..
^^