JPA... for me? possible or not?

OK
i got to go for the interview...
no no, i mean the program...
Program Pendedahan Kerjaya Seorang Doktor, for 5 days,
before i can go for JPA scholarship interview...
*positive thinking* *positive thinking* *positive thinking* (chanting... haha..)
be positive...

hope that i can learn a lot during the program...
if not, then i should hit myself with stones
because i am going to miss one whole week of classes(which mean thousands of classes)
to attend this program...
and I'm going to be left very far behind, by my bio, phys and chemistry teacher...
oh my...

oh dear... actually i am already be left quite far behind now...
dear all teacher, dun add more on me can or not?
oh my...
maybe... i should be more hardworking...
do ALL homework la, read up before teachers teach, study more, organise my time, play less, TALK LESS!!! LA~

if i can't score well in A-levels, then my dream will remain as a dream,FOREVER...
haha... is that really so serious?
maybe that answer is "yes la4"
because i can't think of a single reason to say "no la 1"...

haha...
*blurr... why suddenly talk until such serious topic one?*
haha...